Halloween~

My 1st Halloween with Aaron. clarke quay is the destination.

laugh all u want at my stupid face. because this bloody ang moh walk in front of the camera and I wanted to call out to the person who help us took the photo. thus, the idiotic expression.

The lace details really make me look like dark devil. aaron was saying I just need a horn.

I rebutted back by saying, he needs no dressing up or horns, he is a walking devil.

woke up damn early today to buy hair rollers.

love my volume curly sexy voom hair.

wearing my birthday present from Kizzofgoddess.

ok, time to head out!

lace is sexy.

my fav photo of the day.

ok, so thats about it. notice my hair in the photos with aaron is kinda straight? because the fucking rain ruined my hair! he didnt get to see my chio chio va-va-voom hair, by the time he met me the rain had ruin my works. bloody hell....

Photoscape madness!

Like a movie, sealed with ur kiss.

There's a function that can make you look fair and with angelic glow.

This is the old photo effect.

I just download this photoscape from download.com. its the best photo editor software I have ever used. Now I know how some girls photoshop their photos till so chio ald. hahaha...

I got an idea to use this Photoscape thing to do a surprise for aaron for our 1 yr anniversary. =)

my lappy is back in action.

mum brought me to a computer servicing shop nearby, and my lappy is cured!woo hoo!!thnks to mum. I forgot to backup my pictures and documents before sending to the shop, then I was thinking omg...now he will see all my sexy photos. but he was nice enuff to offer to do backup for me for FREE! total damage was only $35. phew... he reformat and got rid of the virus in my lappy for me at no extra charge.

he keep calling me after I rch home, tell me my screen gt prb la, my this gt prb. very helpful guy. thumbs up!

anyway..so I can blog now!

These photos are taken very long time ago, just found them in my folder.


yea going for the demure look.bt failed. lol

on the way to find aaron.

I love my eyebrows that day.

so thats about it. tmr's the farewell party at Social House. aaron said lets go clarke quay for drinks, goodbye to clarke quay celebration. bloody hell...

this halloween Im a good girl. no partying. but Im dressing up at aaron's place. wearing the police woman costume maine bought for me for my birthday. muahahahaha....

Doggy gathering.

I was a very naughty girl today.

she's staring at her dog treat, until I say ok, then she is allowed to move.

fly away pasta.
cutest photo of the day.

mum brought pasta down to meet me and my sis. that shnauzer is pasta's fav fren.

see...sniff sniff sniff...



a very big and sleepy maltese.


this baby maltese is my fav. very...obedient and tame. lovely gal.

she will jump onto my lap and lay there quietly.
sis took leave, and I was given 3 days leave by my boss. so officially I worked for less than 3 weeks but paid the full salary for 1 mth. we went out bugis today.

my sis gained weight. while I lost weight. haha... fatty da jie and slim er mei. muahahhahah..



I enjoyed myself very much, those doggies really cheer me up. =)

when a girl cries.

If a girl cries in front of u, it means that she can't take it anymore.

A gal wont cry easily, except in front of the person whom she loves the most, she becomes weak.

A gal wont cry easily, only when she loves u the most, she put down her ego.


Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u, please hold her hands firmly, coz she's the one who is willing to stay with u for the rest of ur life.

Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u, please dont give her up, maybe bcoz of ur decision, u'L ruin her life.

When she cries right in front of u, when she cries bcoz of u, look into her eyes, can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?

Think. Which other girl has cried with pure sincerity, in front of u, and bcoz of u?

She cries not because she is weak, she cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity.

She cries, because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside.


Guys, think about it, If a gal cries her heart out to u, and all because of u, its time to look back on wat u have done, only u will know the answer to it.


Do consider it, coz one day, it may be too late for regrets, it may be too late to say "im sorry".

depressing.

its kinda depressing. thats how I feel now. feel like heading over to sakae sushi for a sushi feast, or..or...having steamboat bbq. just felt like gorging myself with food, to make myself feel better.

went for an interview at a events company today, hopefully I get gd news soon.

left house today with elder sis, she said my boobs are really flat now. As I look at myself in the reflection when I reach the mrt, I was taken aback how haggard and bony I look now. I don't look good at all.

I feel like going for a short getaway. but my savings don't allow me to. my screwed up laptop adds oil to the fire. I hate to say this but, I pray that somehw I can get a new laptop. I can't imagine how am I going to survive without the access of msn to chat with my frens, unable to update my blog, can't watch free movies frm a secret website Im not gonna disclose.

Elise(my agent for modelling and dance shows) called. she asked if Im ok because she read my blog. was kinda shock didnt expect she reads my blog, and felt comforted to know that some1 who is not really close to me, cares. she encouraged me and told me her bf (also name aaron haha), is somewhat like my aaron. thnks elise.

I like what she said.

"he doesn't say the most comforting things but says the most truthful way that hurts. thats how I noe he loves me coz the ones who tell the truth are the ones who really care. he doesnt say things nicely most of the time,but you see, he's still there too."


tmr's our 11th mth anniversary. 1 more mth to our 1 year. but why isit that I had no mood to think about how to celebrate...

the devil shuts the door.

a friend told me this today.

"God didn't close the door on you. He loves you too much. Its the devil that shuts the door. God opens another door for you."

My version is- God close a door on me, I will force my way out thru the window.

my little angel.

Little Red Riding Pasta.

mum tie her baby undies on her as headwear.

hahaha...ah ma pasta.

she's such a baby.her fac mr bean teddy bear.

big red flower on her.

isn't she pretty...

white suits her best.

awww....my fav shot.

baby Pasta, ur're always my little miss sunshine. with you around, no matter how hard my days are, I'll be alright as long as I see you every nite I come home. When I swing open the door, and you scurry over to me, jumping excitedly upon seeing me, that makes my day. Im sorry when Im down and crying to myself lately, I have been ignoring you. its not that I don't love you anymore, but....

its bcause when I cry and want a hug frm you, you still bite me and bully me!

nevertheless, you're still my favourite gift. =)