Pre-exam and Post Exam.

coffee that bf made for me while studying at his place.

pasta needs a wash.

ARGH!!!!jiejie help me!!!

mum put her in hor, nt me.

look at the mess.

pasta sleeping on the table while I study.

that baby dun wan let me study.

" maybe if I sleep on her notes, she cannot study then will play with me.hee hee..."

"jiejie see!I can touch my nose!"

look!transformer outside my window!

recent craze with tying up a bun.

brought the baby for a walk, naughty her playing with other dogs.

EXAMS OVER TIME!!!

ZOUK TIME!

with bf's fren eunice.

she ask for sexy pose.haha...

wonderful nite.thanks baby for bringing me to my "favourite place" u so called.happened to wear same colour.great minds think alike. =)

Betrayal.

Lesson learnt: Just let people (your good frens) die and not try to act righteous and help.your kind intention will come back and bite you.


Case 1: 2 years ago.

P is the bf of my pri sch fren Y.All 3 of us from the same sec school. once, P came to support me at 1 of my dance shows.we shared a cab home together cause we lived near to each other.What more, his gf Y lives just next to me, the next block to mine.

He tried to kiss me in the cab, and when I slap him and push him away, he pin me down.Yes, in the cab.When we reach my place, he insist to send me to the lift, and there he tried to kiss me again.Nothing happened as I left hurriedly and push him away.

Y is my pri sch fren til nw, not very close that kind of fren but still long time frens.so I had to let her know.and u noe wat?she accused me of seducing her bf and we're not talking anymore.P scold me and blame me for breaking them up.



Case 2: Last week.

Got to know that this gf of mine, considered quite gd frens, got together with a guy I used to date.He is not a jerk or bastard I would say, anyway I rejected him and he just moved on.

I told my gf that he used to woo me and we dated.obviously she didnt noe about this. she told me hw he lied to her about not knowing this gal N, who is very famous, esp in the clubbing scene, esp Zouk. She found out that he texted her at Zouk asking her to join him at his table for drinks.that nite my gf didnt went to Zouk with him, and he showed his infidelity by finding other gals.

Point is, he lied about not knowing this gal at all.

anyway he is known to be always around gals.so even without me reminding my gf, she herself knew she couldn't trust him.

I told my gf what I knew, nothin but the truth.just few minutes ago, this guy msn me and scolded me for badmouthing him.


1 more interesting thing I found out, there's another gf who just got together with a guy I used to date, who is even more jia lat,not bf material.

This time, I learnt to let people die on their own, because they chose to trust the man.


God bless. and fuck you all!

I love you.

I found this song.dun understand what it means but its nice.

flaws.

saw this comment on me at Hotstuff website.


in da scene says:
she does look like jolin, even in person. thing is her tits are small, ass & thighs are too big. well that's why she's not jolin innit? ;p
(Posted on 8.12.09 / 11:47am)

I wonder who is it, im sure its some1 who saw me in real life before.

I noe I have big hips and toned muscular thighs.I hate it but I learnt to love my body.I have never said I look like or I am Jolin, its what people tell me.

I have no intention to be her, I am special in my own way.

I am abit mad with this comment and the rest in the website, but I take it as they duno me, so they judge me based on the hideous photos Hotstuff chose and post there, which I hated so much.

and to the comment in my tagboard, yes I have thick lips.AND I LOVE THEM!

my lips are my assets, angelina jolie has the most seductive thick lips which I adore.and there is no statistics as to whether most guys love thick lips or thin lips.in any case, my bf loves me the way I am, whether I have thick lips or big thighs and hip.

oh one more thing, I have small tits?u are kidding me.I have shrunk a cup size lately la, but nobody has said I have small tits man.

The perfect bf?

what is a perfect bf?well, every1 noes that isn't one. I been reflecting and thinking lately, and this is what I learnt, or rather struck me.

sometimes I wish aaron would be more romantic, more loving, adore me like God. (kidding la)

sometimes I secretly wish aaron would buy me something I always wanted, or a cute plush toy to cheer me up.

sometimes I wish aaron would not be so critical of me and scold me at every little things I do.

sometimes, I hate aaron.

but no matter what happened in this 8 mths, no matter what wrong things I have done to upset him, he has NEVER once gave up on me and left me.

this is 1 thing he taught me, love is sticking by each other no matter what happens.and he showed me that.

he is not a perfect bf, but he is the ideal bf. ^_^

exam blues.

its char's birthday celebration, and I can't go...her birthday falls during my exam period for the past 3 yrs.

sorry gal.I so wish I could be there...I hate exams..

while the gf slog away, the bf busy watching movie behind.

bt nevertheless, he is there to keep me company when Im having exams.

Fang come and disturb me.

he stood in front of me and stare at me.he only do this when got food.

come Fang, take photo.

he refuses to stay still and moved away.nvm, I take myself.

see I told you got food he will come.He loves M&Ms.

thats the closest I can get.

he looks like a wolf, but a lamb at heart.

Fang says, "bleah~"

3 more papers from wednesday to Friday.Bf bringing me to Zouk for celebration with his frens on Friday.Cant wait!!!

sweetest thing to say to your loved one.

你一個人失了魂　清晨哭到夜深
不要別人問　我不出聲　
一直等聽你說你心疼　當時好傻　好天真
如果可以我願意　這樣陪你到永恆

讓我照顧你　面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己　像個孩子躺在我懷裡
讓我照顧你　在這荒蕪世界裡
就算有新的劇情　在明天等著你

然而在你最需要的此刻　請讓我輕撫你
總有一天會有人　一個懂你的人　
讓你從此不心疼　

如果可以我願意　這樣陪你到永恆
讓我照顧你　面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己　像個孩子躺在我懷裡

讓我照顧你　在這荒蕪世界裡
就算有新的劇情　在明天等著你
然而在你最需要的此刻　請讓我照顧你

你看破了虛偽　拆穿愛的假面
後悔曾經為他付出一切
我會在你身邊　當你傷心欲絕
不奢望你偶然垂憐

讓我照顧你　面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己　像個孩子躺在我懷裡
讓我照顧你　在這荒蕪世界裡
就算有新的劇情　在明天等著你
當你對這世界失去信任　
請讓我照顧你



This song 讓我照顧你 is very sweet.It means so much more than saying Rang Wo Ai Ni.

I'll say Yes if aaron/or my future whoever husband to be propose to me saying he wants to take care of me.