S factor~

so my guess was right, kay kay won.

I watched every episode every sunday with baby without fail.so enthusiastic about it, that once we had a major fight, and we didnt talk to each other for a good 45 minutes.once the clock strikes 10pm, I spoke.

"I wanna watch TV ald."

hahaha...the magic of this show, see.lol

anyway back to where I was.I always like Michelle's kind of exotic tan look.she looks like Lucy Liu from Charlie's Angels. although some people say she look like china woman, I think she's rather hot and photogenic, on TV.saw her in real person before, but I think she looks beta on TV though.

Sonia is hot, credits to her dutch blood in her.mix blood in general all very pretty and good looking.bt baby says she look like ah gua, then I always argue NO LO!she pretty lo, I work with her before, she looks pretty lo!bt then I quite scared of her, coz she looks v fierce.she only speak to me 2 sentences or so.I have heard people saying she dun like u, she will show it out one.
I like gals lidat, because they are REAL.I dun understand why some gals have to pretend they like you in front of u, then stab u at the back.I mean, dun like that person, dun talk to them la, why be so fake?

Kay Kay is hot no doubt to me.she gt mix blood oso.she looks very thai to me.saw her in real person once, pretty I must say.frm what I observe her in the show, she can speak very well, I mean eloquent and fluent in her speech, minus away the cursing and swearing and mean words to put other gals down.ah lian wise, I think still ok, at least she speaks english well,looks and sound educated.

what I dun like, is why must these gals use such mean words to put others down, just because they think they are prettier and hotter?in life, looks are not all.Yes, looks can get you somewhere, u get better jobs, u get more choices of suitors, u get alot of incentives everywhere you go.looking good is a bonus, bt nt every1 has this luck to have this bonus.why put these group of people down?I admit I oso say mean things about gals who doesnt look good, but I only say gals who don't look good, BUT act and behave like they are so damn hot.that kind I really buay tahan.ok la, my bad oso.im trying to change this vicious habit.

I asked bf which gal he thinks prettiest, he chose Sherine.Sherine gt this "nai kan" look to me. at 1st see her blog before S factor starts, think she looks abit mix blood, gt big nose.bt as I see longer in the show, she gt this sweet gal next door look, no need too much makeup still look pretty that sort.which is my favourite kind of look.she looks like HongKonger.very sharp features.

Last episode shows her writing mean things about kay kay and see all the cat fights. I personally think nobody is at fault. 1st - I have no qualms or anything against gals who done plastic surgery.to me, as long as result is good, they look good, like Dawn Yang, I think she is 1 hot babe, plastic surgery or nt, I don't give a damn.pple do plastic surgery so wat? ultimate objective is to look beta, what business has it got to do with u? i dont understand why some people get so worked up with pple who do plastic surgery.the most, is that u noe they are not born so pretty, haf to do surgery to look this good lo.wats e big deal?I definitely never do la, coz Im not hot and pretty.big nose, thick lips, "pa jiao" eyes.im nt being humble here, I seriously dun think Im pretty at all.

to sum it all, I don't like the way the gals criticize about others based on their shortcomings in their looks, like saying Holly should tone her thighs, michelle should do surgery to her face shape, xuesha should do her eyes.I can seriously imagine wat they would say about me if I take part.maybe its show gimmicks require them to say tinks so mean I duno, bt they sure sound like they are serious about it.

I believe in Karma, if u put others down because u tink u are prettier and beta, just bcoz of that, come 1 day if u lose that, nobody will pity you.I think the only way they would learn and understand hw much hurt they do on others is when they lose their looks and beauty.

Holly has the most beautiful heart.I can see she doesnt act or pretend to be the saint.she is mature by nature.and I root for her!I love reading her blog, I learnt alot from there, people like her is really getting lesser.people who doesnt put others down based on looks, look at her, she is pretty too.has she ever once criticize about Kris?

baby ask me to take part in the New Face competition, and I actually quarrel with him over that. he said I dont have to win, its the "underdogs" that make it far, not the winner. people spot you, and u get more jobs and opportunities.plus, I have an advantage in that pageant, simply bcoz Im a new face.I dun take part in pageants bcoz I always knew pageants are not fair.waste of my time, and give people to put me down and laugh at me.I know I don't have what it takes, height, figure, looks, I cant fight with others.Im just slightly above average.don't look ugly, thats all.

quarreled with him, bcoz he told me it be good for my resume and portfolio to have finalist of New Face competition all that, its that realistic in the real world. told him I dont need that, its nt e path I want - modelling/use looks. he says sex sells, thats wat gets gals far in the working society, yea maybe it is, but I dun wan to use that.

best thing is, I told him repeatedly Im nt pretty, I dont have what it takes, Im nt even anywhere near to those gals, I dont want to appear in the New Paper rejects video. he says then its my prb to have low confidence.knn....

its nt that I have low confidence, I just know where I stand.maybe if I go for liposuction, give me nice slender legs and slim waist, do braces get nice teeth, then I will consider to take part in pageants.until then, I will just concentrate in studying hard and get a good job.