Wednesday blues.

Its the worst day at work I ever had.

Thnks gal for being there for me, and the hug the moment you saw me. I needed that...


I know I look so much older. work has drained me alot.

At a friend's place, her apartment is gorgeous.

Rol's teddy bear dog. haha...

Zouk after drinking a cuppa chivas at a fren's place.

As Im writing this, Im waiting for time to pass, Zouk-ing tonight~

Bye~gotta go prepare! ^_^

Girls just wanna have fun!

More photos from Rach's camera~

Went to China One~

This is when we were half way there ald. haha

Thank you babes~

They are red from alcohol, Im red from sunburnt.

Just received more photos from Rachel's camera~

which idiot's hands is that...

The mini donuts I bought for Cindy as her birthday cake. haha...

Ok, last one for the night. going to continue my work. Yes, I brought work home to do. There's always never ending work everyday. Haven had lunch break for 1 week or so. I don't feel good, it feels draining each day.

On a side note, K suite impromptu KTV session with Hw was great last night, it released all the pent up stress in me. Left office at 9pm. *takes a deep breath*

ok, jump back to work ald!

biggest ever beach party~

Partied at China One last night, it was an awesome night!Though it took 2 hours wasted on discussing where to go.

Thnks Hw for offering to come down and send me home, I had a little too much, overdose of Macallan. Really sorry to woke you up with the call at 5am. Didn't wanted to go Sentosa the next day because I was badly burnt by the scorching sun from the HSBC Sports Day, but since he used the trump card, I relented. haha...

Im glad I went, really had a great time with his friends. Nice people, and 1 of them had the same dog as mine! The photos below will do the elaboration. It was 1 magnificent beach party, 20 to 30 people came. Chivas, ice cold beer and wine with ice box, professional beach alcohol party. no words to describe other than MARVELLOUS!




while waiting for Hw to come pick me up.

my arms are badly burnt by the sun, its literally RED!now you know how tough my job is...

Pasta~~we going gai gai lo~

the pug I was talking abt!guess which is mine?can't tell right?!

Pasta's new love. Hor Fun is his name. they were saying Italian(Pasta) and Chinese(Hor Fun) haha...

This is mine!

The owners. Photo credits to Hw. Nice shot!

Look at my sunburnt marks. ugly tan lines...

The other owners and their babies.

Pasta kaypo ald...

Half of the team that came. The other half is playing games behind me.

Really burnt out. But I had a great time~ Thanks for sending me home, then go back to Vivo to meet ur frens.

Haven had such a great eventful weekend for sometime. Looking forward to next weekend already~ =)

Thanks.

Received this message,and I really want to say thank you. You know who you are, since you frequent here. =)

I appreciate all of you who knows me well, and knows what kind of person I am, those who don't know me and trust in me, no words can describe how much I appreciate you all.

Indeed, as the message above mentioned, I don't care if people think Im a bitch from all the comments. Ultimately, there are still people who doesn't judge me based on all these. And people who already knows me, knows what kind of person I am. =)

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finally, my 1st event is over. and I got a really bad sunburnt. with ugly tan lines. =(

What is Success?

Adam Khoo's motivational speech is awesome. This is what I learnt today.

He asked what is success?most of the people said, achieving your dreams... earning $xxxxx.... He said, "Success is Moving Forward".

Well said, success is only when you put your words into action, and taking steps to make it happen. Indeed. It applies in my situation perfectly, true success, is being able to move forward, even when the rest of the world is trying to pull you further from your destination. There is always people who tries to pull you down, for whatever reasons, you have to be firm and not be affected and stoop to their level. Im glad I did it. =)


2nd thing I learnt from Adam Khoo, "Never allow others to tell you, that you can't do something."

The "Me" in the past, is not the sort, that the more you antagonize me, the more I show you I can do it. But now, I am this category.

This is not the 1st time people spread news about me taking $ from guys. and I remembered clearly, I said that was the funniest joke ever. My friends, and people who knows me, knows what kind of person I am. I don't need everyone to trust me, and you can't make everyone like you, thats reality. The more popular you are, the more anti-you fan club members would increase. and if spinning rumours/so called truth as claimed, like this can pull me down, and make me a spinster, then I am not Superwoman. =)

oh well, at least I got more blog hits now, and that helps to increase my blog earnings. Thanks people~ See, the world is still not so bad as it seemed.haha


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Just got back from dinner with Hanwei. Han, Sorry to make you wait for an hour, work was madness. both of us were busy firing smses to settle work during dinner. found my 2nd favourite drink of the new year, Kronenburg beer.

Dempsey for Ben N Jerry's for dessert!thnks for making me smile like this tonight, the dinner and ice cream made the day not so bad after all.

Gotta rest early, tmr's a long day, doing another event. *yawn*

Maturity?

What is maturity when you tag me in my tagboard, which is apparent, just to defend yourself, to put me in the bad light. shift the whole fault to me, and save yourself?

Smart, no wonder you are in the PR line, with powerful communication skills. those skills you used to taught me that you can change black to white, with words. I see the skill you displayed now.

for 1 year, this girl you went out with, didnt know you are attached. for more than 3 times, I caught you going out with girls behind my back. when I asked you so many times, you chose to lie to me with a NO.

Reason for hiding the fact you got a gf- "because you got nothing good for me to tell people."

I don't allow you to go out with your friends? how do I have the security to, when:

1) 1 of your best guy friend tried to get fresh with me, and lay his hands on my breast for more than 5 seconds, when he is drunk? and you never felt sorry at all.

2) I see with my own eyes, 1 of your married female friend, hugging you like a koala bear when she is drunk.

3) Caught you lying to me, and went to meet female species behind my back more than 3 times

In my record, I have never lied/hide, went out with any guys, tell people Im not attached when I am. What is it about the opening of my doors for guys, and you throwing such a big temper? now you can do all these opening up your doors for other woman, and it is reasonable?


1 thing I can't understand, all these you are doing to me now, announcing to the whole world the tinks I did in my tagboard, never even bother to call or contact me to resolve the issue, or close the chapter properly, is called LOVE?

Then I rather not have loved at all.

Cindy xst Birthday~

1st birthday party of the new year. Cindy's!Had a fantastic dinner together, the girls wanted to go sabai after that. my 1st time there, Im really getting old. Not enjoying those times anymore.

Work has been tortuous, haven had lunch since Monday. No time for lunch at all. Boss spoke to me today, commented that I didn't eat for the past 3 days, I can't carry on like this. That was supposed to be something nice, but I told him, really no time to eat. No wonder, when the girls saw me, they asked why do I look so pale. Thats what my job do to me. haha...

It has really been a disaster these 3 days, alot of hiccups here and there. I nearly broke down in tears in front of my boss when he flare up. but I repeat inside my mind, that I got no time to waste on crying, use the time to solve the problems instead. I can't let people look down on me. Im proud of myself, thats 1 great achievement so far.

Alright, let the photos do the talking.


Happy Birthday nanny!

Toga top from Kizzofgoddess. The sweet owner gave me. Im not a fan of pink, to those who follows my blog and knows me, but I fell in love with this top the moment I tried it on.

The cut was flattering, body fitting, 1 elegant piece.

The only gf same age as me in the group.char~

my 2 lil gals. haha...

all of us.

Thats all. Thank you girls for being there when I couldn't carry on anymore.

Thank you Rachel for including me in the itinerary when you could be spending couple time with ur bf. really appreciate it, although I reject your invites. Thanks for your comforting words of encouragement.

Thanks Bell for offering to keep my company on days you know I need someone there. Thanks for forcing me to come out more and not coop up at home.

Thanks Hanwei for your reminders to have my lunch every now and then, and the msn conversations almost everyday, unless I was so busy I didn't had time to sign in msn. The listening ear when I need to rant off after all the pent up frustrations at work, bringing me out for nice dinners and bars every now and then. Those were the only times I really eat a decent meal eversince I started my job.

Thanks to those who pull me down when Im at my lowest, I learnt to see clearly who are the ones who are not worth my time, and who are the ones who value me. I learnt to see the true colours of people better now. The more you want to distort the facts and make me look bad, the more the truth will surface.

God knows who is the lying sinner.

P.S: If hiding the fact that one is not attached, when you are, is because there is nothing good about the gf for him to tell people, does that mean as long as he is not happy with his gf, he will tell people he is single? funny...