everything.

你爸爸披头问我一句话
我不回答
他问我能不能给你一个家
我愣在那
不回答不代表我没有想法
不回答不代表挣扎
有些事心里明白却不能够明讲

我没有车没有钱没有房 只剩梦想
当未来的路实在太难走 我也害怕
害怕让她陪着我一起闯荡
害怕她困窘的时候
所以我不说的话把说的比做的差
有些话不肯表达
有些话都是没有讲
但是我不会让她陪我累
但是我不会让她流眼泪

能给的我都给她
只是不需要你们说的话
受伤后泪水我都不会流
因为她就是我的全世界



Sometimes all you need is someone who doesn't have everything, doesn't have all the riches in the world, but gives you everything that he has.



Thats what I need, and what I've found.

feeling good.

Pasta looks exactly like this when she just arrive. No..she looked 100 times cuter. I wonder what happen to her now. hahahahaha....ok la Pasta, u still look as cute as before, minus those fats on ur tummy.

Feels good to spend more time at home now with Pasta, now that I have started work and staying home on weekdays.

This week is one to look forward to. Gotta meet up with the girls for advance xmas dinner on Thurs , Xmas party on Fri with bf and his friends, and Xmas mini celebration with him on Sat.

2 more days!!

totally true.

If you are anonymous - you must be a fat ugly loser in real life.

If you show your identity and you look ugly - You should do plastic surgery.

If you show your identity and you already did plastic surgery - you are fake and disgusting.

If you are au-natural and pretty - you are still fake coz you put make-up, or must photoshop your pictures.

If you are pretty and don't put make up - it's because you don't know how.

If you are pretty and put make up - you are superficial, insecure and shallow.

If you are single and not dating - something's wrong with you.

If you are single and dating - you are a slut.

If you are attached - your boyfriend is either ugly or too good for you.

If your partner is rich - you are a gold-digger.

If your partner is poor - you are a unrealistic romantic and if you break up with him for someone who works later on, you are a gold-digger.

If your partner is nice - Don't know what he sees in you.

If your partner is a jerk - You are a moron for dating him in the first place but you deserve no better anyway.

If you keep your life private - you have something to hide and you are a liar.

If you don't keep your life private and your life is sad - What a loser.

If you don't keep your life private and your life is fab - What a show off.

If you wear mini skirt you are encouraging sex maniac to rape you or to take photo/video of your underskirt

If you don't wear skirt you are a tomboy or you have damn fat and ugly legs

If you pose photos in bikini you are showing off to people, and a sluty bitch

If all of your photos are in conservative clothing you are hiding all your fats

If you have boring hair style and clothing it means that your don't even know any about fashion

If you wear branded clothing you are trying to show off that you are rich

If you wear cheap & no brand clothes you are poor and ugly

If you post about how sad you feel after breaking with your bf you are a loser/you deserve it

If you don't feel sad at all it means that you are having affair with other guy before you break with you bf/you are not serious in this relationship

If you post about your bf or husband having affair with other woman it means that you are an ugly loser that he don't even want to fuck you any more

If you don't respond to haters - Means what they said must be true and you have nothing to say.

If you respond nicely to haters - They will just have more ammunition and hate you more.

If you respond rudely to haters - You cannot take criticism and you are a cyberbully




I highlighted my favourite.





Extracted from: XiaXue's blog

role models to learn from.

its ok that people don't like me & provide me with "mean comments". I honestly feel this way.

Because Im not an angel, I make mistakes, I screw up, I may have hurt people's feelings with my frankness during the stage of me growing up, I upset my mum by raising my voice, I upset my bf when I speak the wrong words in the heat of an argument, I make a mess at work because of being inexperienced, I fight with my younger sis over clothes & her not turning off the lights & music when Im trying to get to sleep, I scold Pasta when she tries to lick me. And many more.

But its not ok to criticise me without the courage to reveal who you are. Since Im such a bitch to you, it means u girls are saints right?so all e more you should show everybody who u are, because you got nothing to hide. I really want to know who you are, how you look, what do you do, how you treat people around you with respect & with a clear conscious heart.

I want to learn from you all, good girls with fantastic personality for me to look at as role models.

I'm not being sarcarstic, I mean it. Would be great if you can post your website or facebook link for me to get to know you all better.

Looking forward~! =)

rainbow will descend.

yes no doubt this is a really fcuked up period, bad things come in a row. But I believe, that no matter what, the rainbow will come out after the rain. It always does.

Praying hard and hoping, believing that this will all be over in no time, and then we will smile like little kids again.


I want to smile this xmas.

starting work on Monday. A part-time job for a marketing research company. Good thing is, its a 1 month only assignment (which means I have some allowance for now), and they allow me to take some time off work to go for my interviews. Nice.

off to orchard for xmas shopping~!

some pictures lovin' @ home.

this, is the last night I can sleep late. Till then, after 1 month, I can be back to my bed for as long as I want.

vexing.

chanced upon this photo of mum and dad. they looked so good don't they? at least I think mum is damn pretty and dad looks suave. no wonder their kids all inherited their genes. hee hee...

went frolick-ing~

ending this post with the uber cute baby~

its kinda getting vexing day by day. pls give me a miracle.